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between sentences into feeling

2014年11月26日

Chasing of the wind, looking around the qing cold quiet silence labyrinth, leaves the son be piggyback, migrating, somewhat lonely meaning oil, however. Perhaps this quiet is between earth and defects of the bleak.

To the line of sight, convey and driving cooling of lonely. And the murmuring of life in the rain like rolls of dust, with feelings of thoughts, memories and thoughts of several swim between sentences into feeling, in the empty time, from the fingers to deduce story, engraved with the four seasons cycle with brilliant, deformity, sad...

Finely depicting volumes under the engraved once, for a little nostalgic wandering in the memory, all complained of condensate in the pen, smiling in between the four seasons of wind heart walked all the way, a messy line empty fields in atrium, on the blurred lights decayed city.

Like a hazy, either several years in meet the sadness don't hate watchman. The journey of life is but a bustling, leaving thousands of window holes of bright and beautiful, with a messy to appraise a indifferent heart. Use to what degree the enlightenment? With what ruler for measuring depth?

Point ink drunk carved several times the dream peach, outside the curtain with the east wind soft time rhythm, liuhua LianNa idle moss rouge will empty month. Thin clouds transit pen on a smile, the personnel eventually however is chilly in the past rows of pen do during the spring and autumn is just remember, the dreams go back to see how many passing by, feel more meditation difficult words in the language and expression of the chilly, ornament behind picture words .

Pick up a fallen leaf, the leaf because its posture is very good-looking, incomplete too sad it. Both would melt into ink space state of mind at this time, but also is full of hurt.

World of mortals condensate in the text of the fingertip, too much, too much water, put the dream into affair in xinghai attentively, but yesterday's fall is a beautiful song singing sound good, when the wind shadow dream book lying on the paper, the sea in a few moments of number crunchers.

And liu's visit to real know don't ask, don't memories of hydrophobic guest, to ascribe the guest from Yin. Youth is too short, just don't vows old too quickly, although fragmentary sigh, weaves the tip of the finger tapping, the memory in mind, along with all the falls in this QingJi sentimentally attached.   


Posted by samanali at 17:12experienced

father, I want to say to you

2014年11月20日

The age is growing old, afraid, afraid to lose the fear of more, this point in the father is obvious.

Every week to visit his father, and his talk, is our sisters have years of practice. We always lying in a quilt, father lying in our next to the sofa. You little time...... Father love speak in the past, the same thing, some have said thousands of times. We are never tired of hearing time. Or laugh belly pain, or argumentative lots, or with silence for a long time, there are a few times to cry.

Father experienced the greatest setbacks in life. When he was 15 years old, lost his father, be together left and 12 years old and 9 year old two brother, bitter bear in mind forever brother and father, married a rugged road abnormal growth. The twenty-two year old married, when the electrician, do processing plant, contracted fruit trees, the movie...... Many attempts failed, a lot, a lot of effort. Until the age of thirty dry iron works, only to see the sensual, but also solves the problem of joint labor for miles around. Sanshisiwu, went to the peak of life, as the town's savings million households, once wearing saffron, about how to get rich. Fast time, but fell to the trough the life, turned to disaster, our mother is terminally ill, regret the death. Taken away, in addition to his ambition, and his father endless reluctant.


That year, he was thirty-five years old, life's ups and downs a surge, forced to endure the life the biggest, the most cruel drop. After that, he unusually depressed, abnormal silence. I always remember his lonely smoke like, very long period of time. He could not accept: juvenile death of his father's pain is not enough? Why you so hard, but also undergo a middle-aged wife pain.

For us, the father's love, I cannot find the words to express. For my father, I was admitted to a teacher, sister was admitted to the university. In this way, the heart of the father slowly stretch.

Lifetime, I know, no matter how hard I try, Business programmes are very difficult to return to his father, he has been in the pay, always spent. But we can do is not much, he really need, I think, just I accompany.

This year, my father is sixty years old, often suddenly become silent, this silence we fear. He said that sometimes the heart will particularly fretful, especially we is away. He said, we cry together, it is difficult to control. I deeply understand his fear and fear.

Father, I want to say to you, the more afraid of my heart, if you are old, if you are older, I will in life every minute to pray for you: time ah, please walk slower, and slower, so that we can more more filial piety. Some lafite rothschild.  


Posted by samanali at 16:20experienced

Love you, is a lonely heart

2014年11月05日

In the early autumn evening, stepping lightsome pace around a corner in the sunset, enjoy alone the Sundowners gorgeous dusk. Look at the sky, the most beautiful cloud, against the background of who is on your mind? At present, the dusk of a hazy, refraction who is lonely? The mind is always lonely, and lonely always because of worry regorafenib.
It is probably too naughty years this hypocritical guy, it always makes me can't stop missing. Look out of the window, the night has been deep, people also static, but I think you did not have the heart stopped beating, and because you want to have a sleepless night. If Miss is a drop of water, you are in my heart the vast sea. If thoughts can be the voice, so I think I will not be so lonely. A smile can not hide my loneliness, years and betrayed my sadness.
Since the autumn, and then came a sense of sadness, the hearts can not help but many faint sadness. In a mature season this harvest why so melancholy mood? Perhaps everything in the world can't finish ten reason ten beauty!
Finally, the wind blew the last hanging leaves, took the last hope of autumn, autumn heart lift the last touch of sadness, the last drop of tears stroked it eyes. So, in this charming season, winter with a sad and sad little, hurriedly come. Autumn wind who is sad? Autumn also evoke who melancholy? The leaves drift who is sad? The autumn wind or leave me away, winter seems to laugh at my lonely, and you now in where?

Remember we said we will happily away sad, Interactive Learning to live strong to survive the winter, but also meet the spring recovery, and then in the cool summer together go to the end of the last. The autumn wind take away the sadness, but I still looking forward to our spring summer autumn winter, just close one less you.
Time always likes to play tricks on people, it seems that a moment can not converge its playful heart. Once upon a time, suppress the desire of the heart, not to let oneself to remember the beautiful yesterday. But in every alone on the table, looking out of the window snow days, the heart can not help but excited delicate. Missing from the initial origin to lingering, quietly to occupy my mind, slowly fill my heart. Tens of millions of rays of light feeling, shear constant tangled. The hearts of grief and began to search for your first appearance, mind obsession termination not help to your loneliness.
After the winter is also a brand new season, spring has brought vitality, everything was put into the earth mother's warm embrace, side full of laughter, the world is full of flavor of love. Always thought that time would take away everything, everything about you. I think time will a. I think time will allow me to forget you, but countless sleepless nights made me miss you more. But now, I no longer pray that you will come back to me, only hope you can happiness, this is my biggest wish.
Red dust rolling, according to former Iraqi side, at present in the water side. Experienced too much too much to lose, gradually understand apart can really let himself get mind relieved. Whenever met is a fate, not reluctantly to stay, also not demanding always stay. Origin edge scattered, everything has a set number of days has its own arrangement. Keep that meet moved, has time to us the most beautiful encounter
regorafenib.
Initially, want you to be the ancient secrets, love you is a lonely heart. Now, suppose you just casual thoughts, quietly smile. This light feeling, I will be permanently hidden deep in the heart, let it precipitate, read, warm fragrance.  


Posted by samanali at 11:48experienced