samanali

The age is growing old, afraid, afraid to lose the fear of more, this point in the father is obvious.

Every week to visit his father, and his talk, is our sisters have years of practice. We always lying in a quilt, father lying in our next to the sofa. You little time...... Father love speak in the past, the same thing, some have said thousands of times. We are never tired of hearing time. Or laugh belly pain, or argumentative lots, or with silence for a long time, there are a few times to cry.

Father experienced the greatest setbacks in life. When he was 15 years old, lost his father, be together left and 12 years old and 9 year old two brother, bitter bear in mind forever brother and father, married a rugged road abnormal growth. The twenty-two year old married, when the electrician, do processing plant, contracted fruit trees, the movie...... Many attempts failed, a lot, a lot of effort. Until the age of thirty dry iron works, only to see the sensual, but also solves the problem of joint labor for miles around. Sanshisiwu, went to the peak of life, as the town's savings million households, once wearing saffron, about how to get rich. Fast time, but fell to the trough the life, turned to disaster, our mother is terminally ill, regret the death. Taken away, in addition to his ambition, and his father endless reluctant.


That year, he was thirty-five years old, life's ups and downs a surge, forced to endure the life the biggest, the most cruel drop. After that, he unusually depressed, abnormal silence. I always remember his lonely smoke like, very long period of time. He could not accept: juvenile death of his father's pain is not enough? Why you so hard, but also undergo a middle-aged wife pain.

For us, the father's love, I cannot find the words to express. For my father, I was admitted to a teacher, sister was admitted to the university. In this way, the heart of the father slowly stretch.

Lifetime, I know, no matter how hard I try, Business programmes are very difficult to return to his father, he has been in the pay, always spent. But we can do is not much, he really need, I think, just I accompany.

This year, my father is sixty years old, often suddenly become silent, this silence we fear. He said that sometimes the heart will particularly fretful, especially we is away. He said, we cry together, it is difficult to control. I deeply understand his fear and fear.

Father, I want to say to you, the more afraid of my heart, if you are old, if you are older, I will in life every minute to pray for you: time ah, please walk slower, and slower, so that we can more more filial piety. Some lafite rothschild.